Hello, God. It’s me, Ella. You know the one You keep clothed, fed, roofed up, bedded and working? Yeah.
Well, first of all BIG THANKS for all that You’ve done since my last message. You had two super people call me…no three…no…that’s right. I could probably count how many people reached out for MY help, but I don’t do that. I just want to let You know I see You working.
Second, I want to apologize. I know I’ve panicked BIG TIME almost every day. I let someone steal my belief in ME and that’s really my belief in YOU. I shouldn’t have done that and, well, that’s where the ask comes in.
Can you PLEASE somehow stop me from panicking? I need the time and energy to work on all the great things You’ve put before me that not only ROCK, but in just their being proves that I have what it takes to get ‘er done. I’m trying to stay positive and focused on the GREAT, but the negative seeps in from time to time. I don’t know how that happens, but whatever it is can You get rid of it for me?
So that’s one thing. If may ask another? Help me have thoughts of pure abundance. I want to pay my bills especially my rent really soon. I am super grateful that You have me in a home where things were taken care of temporarily, but as I am built I can’t live here not having paid my rent. There’s also that other big thing You know I need. Can you direct me in saving more for that so that I can feel better? Thanks for all the confidence You’ve given me though. I’m not so nervous and I know I’m covered 😉
I still need a computer (and other office goodies..like an office – thanks for the temp digs..they rock!) and money to start my business. I think if I just get $100 to do a WP site I can work work work to get everything done so that I can be a New Year’s offering to those who need to plan their futures with my bestblogcontent.com offerings 🙂
Thanks also for making my little person part of my plan. Thanks for giving me the courage to speak that and the immediate response to that request. I also appreciate (and will execute) on getting her in school. How cool of You to put that all together for me. (I still need help ASKING or ACCEPTING certain things. Please and thank You!)
So there’s what I’m thankful for and what I still need. I’ll be waiting for You to do what You do…